9.30.2007

Delsuion 004 - On the road

Nope, that's not Hitler! That's actually my father. My phone was still the bulky N3650 and I took this picture to get the sunset behind him. I could have asked him to stop the car but we were in a hurry for some reason. He invited me to go back to Zambales...to his hometown. It was just us guys. We talked about everything: school, girls, the future. We sang along the music that we knew on the radio. I grew up in his house, his music was mine too. Yep, even Kenny Rogers.

My dad? All I really remembered was that he was home for one month every year. I'm not saying that he is a bad father. The necessity of the situation is understandable and I think that people with parents abroad know this one very well. He always made up for the time he knew that he couldn't spend with us so he always brought home everything we wanted whenever he arrives. Chocolates, toys and stuff but I guess he didn't know that what we (or I, I guess) really wanted was just him to complete the family.

I didn't really know much about my father before that trip, but as we talked I think I saw him in a new light. I heard about his misadventures when he was a boy. I heard about how he grew up with his siblings. I asked him if I could treat him like my best friend and he agreed. I knew him then, my father.


9.17.2007

Delusion_003 - Escape

Yeah, not a very original title. I caught this one while either waiting for or while in class. Organic Chemistry class, if I remember correctly. This is in the IC building, third floor. This is my favorite chemistry subject out of the four that we're required to take.

I guess it was while in class. Of course, my mind wandered and that's why I saw this hole just being hole-y right there. The fact that this happens right after eating lunch, right in the middle of the afternoon, with a not-so fun teacher DID NOT help one bit in my (and my friends') battle of staying awake. While our teacher was discussing alcohols and esters and how to make them...I was trying to find out something about me. And refining my drawing/doodling. Maybe that's why I took this one. Escape.

9.16.2007

Jet-lagged V

I forgot to update on this, I don't know why. Let's see if memory still serves me right.

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Hong Kong was an easy 5 hours. From what I remember, there was this really long hall where all the gates were located. I got into a little hold up when they asked me for my Dad's address in Brazil. I was ready for that. I had it in my phone. The problem was that the SIM card in my phone was my sister's and her PIN was different from mine. I locked the damn thing. My only contact back home was SIM blocked. I excused myself from the woman I was talking to and tried to find a phone card to call back home and find out what the PUK code for this thing was.

But then I realized, my phone can function without a SIM card! Thank you, Nokia for making your 6630 model SIM card independent! I got a green light about my ticket, called home (using a verrry weird dialing system. I even called a HK household. Whoever you are, sorry!) and unblocked the SIM and then tried to settle down. Three hours to go which I spent browsing the still-open bookshops (I saw a monk!) and walking around. I tried to read more of the book I had with me, a King novel. I also had the DS so I was covered in all the boredom bases.

About 30 minutes from my flight, I was already hanging out by my gate. I think the attendants asked me if the flight that was just leaving was mine. About two times. I got into my flight, ate and slept. I think I watched a movie on that 10 hour flight...as well as tried out all the in-flight games, music, documentaries and shows. I also browsed through the in-flight magazines. I woke up sometime before we landed and looked out the window. I didn't know why France was the called City of Light then, but I saw it from the air that time. It was ablaze. Well, not really. But it was really full of lights.

This airport is weird. Look it up in Google Earth if you want to. It had six mini-terminals from A to F and you have to ride a bus if you want to go somewhere else. I first went to Terminal E, as stated in my ticket. When I got there, the ticket guys told me to go to Terminal C because my flight was 10 hours from then. Terminal C had the forex, the stores and all. I can eat there, it seems. So the next few hours were spent going around the airport by bus when I was bored of waiting in Terminal C and waiting in Terminal C. I looked at a lot of people coming and going as I sat down somewhere. French people have this really cute way of saying Hello. Allo?

Terminal C was a really cold 10-hour home. I bought a bag of peanut M&M's after I had lunch. I wanted something sugary to eat while waiting. I managed to finish a third of the book out of boredom. My flight was at night, so I guess I spent a whole day in Paris' Charles de Gaulle airport. A whole day of waiting. If ever I needed a lesson in patience, I'd recall this trip.

Then another ten hour flight. See third paragraph above but subtract about 6 hours from it. I got held up again in Rio and I can't call my parents because the phone battery died, but I managed to convince the people there that yes, I'll come back home at the desired date and I'll be staying with my parents at this address. They let me go, passed the gates and I saw my parents and kid brother immediately. Hugs and more hugs.

Now I understand the feeling my father gets back then when we see him again after 11 months at sea whenever he comes back home.

Jet-lagged IV

Resurrected from another blog. Heh!

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It all started after I asked for some public speaking tips from my father. Yes, the thesis defense was coming and I was (weirdly enough) nervous. I think I saved all of his tips inside a *.txt document or so, and then my father suddenly asked me if I wanted to go to Brazil for the sembreak. I think I answered "YES!" before even considering that I had to leave after the defense and that at most, I only had at least two weeks to try and enjoy the stay there. With jet-lag. So the defense went on smoothly (although that alone can merit another blog entry), and I think I already expressed my thanks to Roy in our Acknowledgements page. We tried to finish the paper the whole Friday and Saturday after that. My flight was to be on the thesis' final paper submission day, at some 5 o' clock in the afternoon. So I waited, but it turns out that my flight has been rescheduled to Monday. They told me that after I was dressed up and packed up and good to go. Rescheduled Monday, at two o' clock.

I managed to get some sleep. The following morning, we headed out to Manila to get the tickets, and then to SM to buy a backpack. We planned to check-in the large bag that I was attempting to pass off as hand-carry. We ate lunch and then we were off to the airport.

A year ago, my sister went off alone to Brazil. She was so scared on what's going to happen and I think you might just want to read her story about that (cue it up on friendster.com, if you really want it). And I told her that if I could have the chance to go on a trip that involved getting on a plane alone and getting off somewhere I didn’t know much about, I would do it. Just for the hell of it. I said to myself that the journey was part of it.

So back to the airport: they went with me part of the way. Actually, just the outside of the airport. My sisters stood there waving and doing mock-ups of teary goodbyes. I couldn’t stop laughing: from them and the trip I would be taking. I checked in my luggage, waited at least an hour for boarding. The new airport looked like it was modeled after a giant air conditioner. I boarded the PAL plane and was off. I even saw a full end-to-end rainbow mid-air. Go figure.

There's always this point in air travel that I love. After the loss of land, where you know you're fIying, there is this point when everything on the ground looks so tiny and you can see everything around, as a whole. And also the food. I just had to say that PAL’s airline food was not at all food. Or I should’ve asked for the fish.

So here’s the travel plan:

2 hours to Hong Kong
5 hours wait in Hong Kong Airport
10+ hours to Paris
16+ hours wait in CDG Airport in Paris
10+ hours to Rio

Let the fun begin.

9.13.2007

Delusion_002 - Careless Love


This is one of the oldest pictures from my old phone. I took it while walking home from Philcoa and I called it 'Careless Love', inspired from a song with the same title in one of Stephen King's books . Wizard and Glass, I think. The fourth book in his The Dark Tower saga. I think I've only explained what this really means to a few people. Also, I wish I had a better camera when I took this picture.

Tonight, I think I finally found all the pieces of my heart. It's a good thing, don't worry. But there are times when there's this stupid 'what if...?' that keeps popping from out from nowhere. Then it leads to thinking. Then wishing. Then calling myself stupid. Then being reasonable. Then sighing. Then moving forward, even if it is millimeter by millimeter. But it's still moving forward, right?

9.03.2007

Aftermath

We got a new (but old) TV today and I'm blogging instead of studying for my 3rd ES 11 Exam tomorrow. Go figure. After a lot of tweaking, said 21-inch TV is now showing GMA 7 and SBN 21 in watchable (by watchable, I mean "you won't go blind after an hour of static"-watchable) form. And since GMA 7 drains functioning brain cells, I've decided to watch SBN 21 and its music videos. Right now, Savage Garden's I Knew I Loved You Before I Met You is playing. Actually, all their songs that have music videos are playing.

A bit about the new-old TV: it's our old TV from Cavite in its 21 inch glory. This was our 2nd TV, a Sony. My father is fond of Sony TV's. The catch is that my sisters bought a new one, and we got this one instead. Hahaha!

Enough about the TV. So what has happened? Everything I didn't expect happened. I don't know if I'm happy or sad. I think that's not important right now anyway. I learned a few things about love. About friendship and friends. About stupidity and pain and bearing it all. Oh, and yeah. A new TV! Yay!